//after all that has happened in the last week, between the murders of iryna zarutska and charlie kirk, i've been doing a lot of thinking about what the future may hold, even more so than usual. i really wonder if we are heading into a sort of a new-age civil war. it feels like it has began years ago, honestly, but only one side has been fighting it. there are two groups of people who have been committing unbelievable, unprovoked acts of violence for the past two decades. these groups are leftists, and blacks. blacks and trannies have been doing the groundwork, while leftist district attorneys and judges let them roam free. it's gotten to a point where every time i see a cop shoot one of these motherfuckers i get an intense feeling of joy, because i think about the future victims of this derelict who are now safe because of the officer's actions.
these recent events have really sent me into a state of rage. the left has not only defended these killers and laughed about the victims, but they have also been sending money to the killers like in the austin metcalf case, where blacks donated a half million dollars to the nigger that stabbed him. it really is enough to make a sensible person go insane. it makes me want to be violent. fortunately or unfortunately, i have the tendency and willingness to want to be violent, but in this case i feel 100% justified. these people want us dead, and they have made it very clear. they say that charlie deserved to die because of his opinions, but really they're just happy he's dead because he was a normal, white, Christian man. they want us all dead, so are we not justified for wanting to kill them? this feels only natural to me. in fact, my philosophy on killing animals and bugs, is that i'd only kill something if it's something that attacks humans without provocation, or if i had to eat it. i kill mosquitos, and wasps every time i see one. i would definitely kill a bear or a hyena if i crossed paths with one. i would never kill a dear unless i was starving in the woods. charlie kirk was like a deer, so was iryna, and austin metcalf. these people were harmless. they've never hurt anyone, they never committed any crimes. they all died suddenly, without warning. killed by savages with infinite bloodlust. how is it not right to snuff out this obscenely horrid scourge in our society? how is it possible to coexist peacefully with people who are actively killing us? how is it that we'd go to jail for getting rid of these people? why is the government not getting rid of these people?
it's all so sickening. nick fuentes said it best - the left is more willing to commit violence but the right is more capable. i have gotten to the point where i am praying for some sort of civil war, so i can send these people to hell without going to prison. maybe that is exactly what the country needs. our government needs to be destroyed and redone, top to bottom. these demons walking around our country need to answer for what they've done to us for the past decade. it really feels like it's too much to bare, but besides that, society cannot bare it. society is collapsing before our eyes, our streets are no longer able to be enjoyed, but yet we still have to pay our taxes. what are we getting in return, besides more shit? maybe a civil war is the answer. maybe it will be the cleansing fire that makes us whole again, because right now we are broken. we are scattered all over the place. we are allowing foreigners and domestic terrorist plague our lives, or more precisely, our government is allowing it.
when will enough be enough? are we just going to wait as our civilization falls apart piece by piece, until there is nothing left and we experience a sort of societal heat death? or do we do something now before it is too late? i guess part of my fear is that it's already too late. i want to do something about it though. i can't remain passive any longer, i'm going to lose my mind. the only thing i can legally use right now is my voice. i've been thinking about posting videos on youtube and rumble, sharing my thoughts and solutions to various problems. i have these two blogs but most people don't read much nowadays. i need to reach the masses. i need to get to a point where i have influence. because i can no longer tolerate the way things are going. tolerance is not a virtue. it never was. Christ did not teach tolerance, He told us that if we see someone sinning, to get them to stop. this is what interpret He meant when he said He came to separate father against son, mother against daughter. you do not allow those around you to continue in their transgressions. it must be corrected. but we've tried negotiating with these "people" for 10 years. what is there left to do? maybe i need to pray about it. i need to ask God what He wants me to do.
the wicked are all over. first it's the blacks, these niggers constantly menacing us and taunting us about the white race dying out as they actively kill us. then it's the women, these retarded skanks dancing around in their tik tok videos celebrating the death of kirk. these sluts have no idea what violence is. they have no idea what it's like to be involved in violence, they have such cushy, easy lives that when it happens to someone they disagree with they think it's cute. 90% of these cunts get slapped by their ex-boyfriend and then when they meet you they say they have trauma from abuse. can you imagine if these sluts ever experienced actual violence?
one of the hardest parts about the recent events is noticing how delusional and stupid people really are. during covid, i realized that 80% of people are basically braindead sheep who gets on their knees eats up whatever slop the establishment mainstream media feeds them. but now, i see that they are truly evil as well. i'm not sure if this is due to the years of brainwashing that they willingly consumed, or if they were born this way, and that many years of people walking around Godless just naturally makes you this way. either way, i have a seriously lower opinion of my fellow countrymen than i already did. it's such a sad state of affairs. with every passing moment, socrates' critique of democracy becomes more and more salient and true. democracy, especially a democratic republic, is a total shit-show. it seems that democracy will always lead to fascism, because once the people and their greedy and evil government have raped the country to near death, you need a leader to come in and throw retards in cages or execute them via heavy gunfire. i don't see us voting our way out of this hell we find ourselves in. God help us, please, because if not, things will have to get much uglier. and as of right now, accelerationism doesn't seem like such a bad idea.